About 3 or 2 nights ago i had this dream, i can remember most things exactly. Basically I was leading some kind of Revolution against a wealthy man that controled everything in the lives of everyone so, he sent someone to kill me and look like an accident, after that i was sorta reincarnated into an asian man who worked for the wealthy opressor guy, who then saw me talking to one of my rebel friends of my past life, then i was captured by 2 of his men and i was tortured by him(wealthy opressor man) later, i could listen gunshots and screams outside(the Revolution i guess) i was tortured so badly, so while the man laughed at my pain i decided to take a gun that was lying on the ground and shot myself. Then i reincarnated into what seemed to be an English guy, the revolution was over, the rebels lost the battle, then the wealthy guy found me and started talking about reincarnation, so i thought he had found out i was reincarnating. He locked me up in what seemed a bathroom, thats it. By the way, when i remember i shot myself being the asian man, i can remember that it felt so intense, so real. By the way, when i remember i shot myself being the asian man, i can remember that it felt so intense, so real. Yet, i knew in my conscience that the shot was really intense, i didn't woke up, i kept dreaming that after the suicide there was just a brief darkness and then i saw myself as the English guy. Actually DreamDoc I at first was myself, i got killed and reincarnated into the asian man, then i shot myself cause i was being tortured badly, then i reincarnated into the English guy. Another thing i forgot to write is that when i was locked in the bath as the english man i heard my wealthy rival/enemy coming, i heard steps and also i heard him singing as he came forth, just then i woke up so i guessed that in the dream i was going to get killed once again. And, the low self esteem is weird cause i normally have a high self esteem, can say i love myself :P I researched on key stuff in my dream like: suicide, the revolution, reincarnation, getting killed, having a overwhelming enemy etc. I found they all have a thing in common about relationships. Lately i've had some troubles with my girlfriend and everything is ok now, but do you thing it might have something to do with it?